I sang your praise like an old songbird
But I don’t suppose you heard
― Vargus, Archie’s Final Project
I believe I just killed one of my selves and it feels fantastic. And up until this moment, I hadn’t truly connected with this quote or realized the absolute truth behind it. I grew tired of being anxious and holding this resentment that I hadn’t known was even being held. I think I shed a layer that was weighing me down, and I feel so much lighter now. It’s like I discovered this treasure, but it was blatantly obvious the entire time; I guess it just takes the right series of events for one to realize the potential of changing oneself. Or rather, opening your eyes to whats really there and getting out of that fog of false expectations and impossible possibilities. Whatever this is, I am loving it.